Recurrence (kumat based on translate.google.com)

I finally took an english course at EF. Unfortunately, I think I got wrong level, the lower one. Well, I really think that I'm too good too be in elementary class. I'm not boasting, but elementary is just too... Anyway, this is because the bule whom testing me on my replacement test day. That day I came to EF after class. I prepared nothing cause I'm not intending to have a replacement test. I'm just there to ask for information of available class. And when the receptionist (or admin? I don't know what are they exactly) ask me to do the replacement test, I do it, nothing to lose anyway, I thought. (ngerti maksudnya kagak?)

So I do the writing test. It's easy. I think I'd answer all of the question correctly. Even the bule said that my english is pretty good based on the result of the writing test. But when it comes to speaking test, I totally messed up! Having face to face with bule, suddenly I became nervous. I don't know what to say. My grammar was so awful. I feel like a villager (you know what it's mean) whom nervous to meet foreigners.

Well anyway, here I am at 2nd elementary class of EF. I can't imagine what if my brother know about this. Such a humiliation. I've been studying there for about a month, 8 meetings, and all they teach me is about the "S+to be+going to+v1+noun+adverb". Can you imagine that? I'm getting old day by day and all they taught me is just about the future tense! The class is like a real elementary! They had some games in every meeting instead of a serious course It is ok if I were on senior high school, but now I need something more serious, something to improve my english quickly, something that can help me read the english text book which is always makes me yawn for reading its tittle, and the most important thing is something that can help me improve my toefl, and EF didn't give those things. The worst part is that I've payed for a level, so I had to keep going there every Tuesday and Thursday night for three months ahead.

Note: my classmates don't even know what harvest, cemetery, slave, and other almost-common words. Don't they ever play harvestmoon or the sims?
Note in note: all of them speak english with Indonesian accent in class. Event the teacher whom not a bule sometimes speaks english in Indonesian way. Daah, I need someone to guide me and give me example how to speak in real english accent, not the one whom speaks the same accent with me. -__________-"


I know how terrible my english is. But I really don't have time to spend another 8 meetings just to learn about "to be going to" and play games to make a sentence with it. I want more.


Hopefully, none of my classmates read this blog. Amin

Jadi diri Bimo yang beda (Aku curiga dia pake Garnier)

Setelah terbukti gagal dengan english version projectku yang bukannya bikin tambah kerween and gahool tapi malah jadi kayak bikinan ababil norak yang sok-sokan keminggris padahal basa inggrisnya ancur, aku memutuskan buat kembali ke bahasa Indonesia aja deh.
(babai suami bulee T.T)

Kemarin waktu lagi keluar bareng Bimo, kita duduk di taman gitu. (kata "taman" biar kerween dan berasa di luar negeri gimanaa getoh, padahal aslinya di alun-alun kota, tp kok kayaknya norak banget buat dimasukin ke kalimat -_-) Sambil makan bakpao tiba-tiba Bimo memulai percakapan dengan nada serius;
Bim: Mmm...aku mau nanyak sesuatu deh...
(DEG! Alamat gak enak nih)
Aku: Apa?
Bim: Km kenapa bisa gombil sih?
Aku: Hhhaaasshh kirain seriuuus! Udah deg-degan juga!
Bim: Hehee... Kamu serius gak sih sama aku, yank?
(Mampus! Padahal biasanya aku yang tanya pertanyaan ini mulu ke dia, tapi sekarang giliran dia yang tanya tiba-tiba aja aku speechless)
Aku: *ber-mmm panjang*
Bim: Kamu ada gak yakinnya sama aku kan?
Aku: (bingung mau jawab apa) eeengg...ggaakk...
Bim: Berarti kamu udah yakin sama aku 100%?
Aku: Eeenngg...gggaakk juga, hehee
Bim: Ya berarti kamu gak yakin sama aku
Aku: *another mmm panjang* Aku juga bingung jelasinnya... Dari segi kamunya sendiri, sebenernya aku udah ngerasa cocok. Aku kenal kamu, kamu juga udah tau aku kayak gimana. Kalo dibilang serius sih serius, tapi...rasanya hubungan kita ya gini-gini aja, tiap hari kayak main-main, gak serius.
Bim: Ya itu kan gara-gara kamu suka becandaan mulu -___-"
Aku: Hehehe... Iya juga sih... :P Emang kamu udah yakin sama aku?
Bim: Ya gimana ya... Kalo dibilang yakin juga enggak, tapi gak yakin juga enggak, kayak gimana ya...
Aku: Persentase aja deeeh
Bim: Ya gak bisa diangkain laaaah -_____-
Aku: Tapi kamu serius kan sama aku? Maksudnya gak kayak si babi sama pacarnya itu kan?
Bim: Ya iya lah, kalo seriusnya aku serius sama kamu yank, gak kayak babi gitu, cuma aku rada takut sama bapakmu.

And so on and so on, lama-lama aku capek ngetiknya!hahahaa... Aku emang bukan penulis blog yang baik kayaknya. Anyway, beberapa waktu belakangan ini si Bimo jadi beda. Dia lebih apa ya...lebih sayang? (ceileee) Lebih tepatnya dia lebih bisa nunjukin kalo dia emang sayang beneran dan serius sama aku. Dia emang enggak yang lebih romantis atau yang super care yang smsnya kamu ati-ati bla bla bla gitu sih. Tapi somehow, sekarang aku jadi bisa lebih ngerasain kalo dia itu tulus tanpa aku mesti tanya-tanya "kamu serius gak sih" lagi. And when I asked him about his changes, he said that he'd grown up. <---keminggris version

Dan kita berdua punya mimpi buat sama-sama ngelanjutin S2 di MM UGM. Amin.

Aku dan Bimo gak tau gimana ending dari cerita kami ini. Apa kita bakal benar-benar menikah? Apa pernikahan kita bisa bahagia nantinya? Apakah mischa nantinya berhasil memisahkan cinta fitri dan farel? Walaupun super duper gatel pengen ke dukun atau kirim sms reg(spasi)weton buat tau jawaban, tapi sementara ini kita udah putusin buat jalani dulu aja. Nanti pasti ada waktunya kita sampai di persimpangan jalan yang mengharuskan cinta kita buat memilih, apa ikatannya cukup kuat untuk bertahan, atau malah semakin rapuh terkikis oleh cobaan yang datang. Biar takdir yang menjawabnya...

North or west, cinta fitri farel is the best
(efek mabok sinetron gak tamat-tamat, jelas-jelas ceritanya absurd banget, tapi tetep aja ngikutin)





Note: ternyata Bimo enggak pakai Garnier Light Cream. Aku sendiri juga masih mencari tau kenapa dia tiba-tiba jadi beda.

Note in Note: sumpah ini blog kenapa makin norak aja ya, mana gak jelas lagi isinya apaan, curhat mulu (-_-)