Rabu, 08 Desember 2010
Welcome Party-nya Faraaaaa :D
Berhubung post inggrisku yang terakhir penuh dengan kontroversi dan caci-maki jadi aku memutuskan buat balik ke bahasa Indonesia aja. Biar lah aku ikhlas enggak jadi kawin sama bule. T.T (buat bimo: kidding broder! you're still my number....wait wait wait...1...2...3...4...aah whatever!)**
** ini maksudnya ngelucu pake bahasa inggris, ngoret-ngoreti gitu, tapi sumpah jayus =|
Susah emang kalo gak bakat.... -____________-
Oiya karena sekarang ada new detected reader (hadeeeeh bisa berenti keminggris gak sih? udah tau gagal juga -_-") yaitu FARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Jadi post kali ini spesial buat nyambut fara! (atau enggak...gak tau juga sih tergantung moodnya entar)
Ini gini deh, karena semakin banyak pembacanya, lebih tepatnya bertambah satu yaitu si Fara, makanya aku jadi rada GR dan bahasaku jadi makin ababil gini, sok-sok digaul-gaulin, padahal aku udah berusaha biasa aja lo, tapi susah emang nahan excited*
*aku udah berusaha pake bahasa Indonesia doang guys*** tapi kok maksa banget kalo excitednya diganti gembira, jadi makin elementary**** aja
***ini juga
****tambah ini
note: kalian sadar gak, kalo tanda * jumlahnya gak urut? Gak tau lah ya, yang penting kalian ngerti, orang yang baca juga cuma 5 orang termasuk aku... Kalo masih gak ngerti juga sms!
** ini maksudnya ngelucu pake bahasa inggris, ngoret-ngoreti gitu, tapi sumpah jayus =|
Susah emang kalo gak bakat.... -____________-
Oiya karena sekarang ada new detected reader (hadeeeeh bisa berenti keminggris gak sih? udah tau gagal juga -_-") yaitu FARAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA! Jadi post kali ini spesial buat nyambut fara! (atau enggak...gak tau juga sih tergantung moodnya entar)
Ini gini deh, karena semakin banyak pembacanya, lebih tepatnya bertambah satu yaitu si Fara, makanya aku jadi rada GR dan bahasaku jadi makin ababil gini, sok-sok digaul-gaulin, padahal aku udah berusaha biasa aja lo, tapi susah emang nahan excited*
*aku udah berusaha pake bahasa Indonesia doang guys*** tapi kok maksa banget kalo excitednya diganti gembira, jadi makin elementary**** aja
***ini juga
****tambah ini
note: kalian sadar gak, kalo tanda * jumlahnya gak urut? Gak tau lah ya, yang penting kalian ngerti, orang yang baca juga cuma 5 orang termasuk aku... Kalo masih gak ngerti juga sms!
S 3 L 4 M a T d A 7 a N 9 F a R 4 !!! h A P p Y r 3 4 D i n G***** ^0^
*****tulisan selamat datangnya emang sengaja dialayin biar berkesan gahol getoh, masak TNR11 mulu
BIODATA
Nama Lengkap: Faranian H. N.
(gak bisa cantumin nama lengkap takut kedetect****** google)
******speechless*********
*********-_______________________-
TTL: Kediri? 5 Maret 1990
Bintang: pisces
Random Facts:
- Fara sahabatku yang pertama, mulai dari kelas 4SD, waktu itu kita duduk sebangku jadi makin akrab, seakrab baim, seakrab XL
- Fara yang paling dewasa, keibuan, BISA masak di antara aku dan niken
- Fara selalu terjebak sama hubungan percintaan yang di luar kendali. (Karena belom dapet ijin mengekspose aku gak bisa cerita lebih detil)
- Sama kayak niken, gak suka warna pink
- Gak suka pake rok
- Sejak kuliah di Jogja jadi lebih langsing, modis, daaaaaaaaaan........ LAKU! hahhahaa
- Pernah keterima di Geo UGM dua kali
- Pertama kali pacaran jaman kelas 6SD
- Bisa nyetir
- Punya dua adik, adiknya yang cowok, Aji, sohibnya adik cowokku juga
- Gak seberapa suka coklat (iya gak sih cur?)
- Fara pinter main piano, tapi masih kalah sama adiknya, Rida. (._.)v *peace*
- Crush pertamanya Fara sama anak namanya Rio Mandala Putra, hahahhaa
Bersama Fara:
Waktu SD aku anaknya sulit bergaul. Aku inget banget pengen bisa berteman sama Nora, Astri, dkk, tapi gak bisa. Mereka sering ninggal aku main sendiri. Aku sendiri gak tau kenapa aku dulu SD gitu. Aku cuma gak tau gimana cara berteman aja. Sampai aku duduk sebangku sama Fara. Aku jadi makin deket sama Fara. Kemana-mana berdua. Dia cukup tabah ngadepin aku, sementara anak-anak lain lebih memilih buat ninggalin aku. Akhirnya kita jadi tambah akrab. Ditambah lagi adik kita juga sohiban, Bimo dan Aji.
Fara dan aku selalu sekelas dari SD sampai SMA kelas 1. SMA kelas 2 kita mesti pisah gara-gara dia milih kesenian musik, sementara aku dan Niken ikut seni karawitan. Walaupun sempet kepisah kelas tapi kita bertiga tetep deket. Fara sering main ke kelasku dan Niken, kadang juga kita yang main ke kelasnya. Kita masih sering les bareng. Biasanya sebelum les kita bertiga suka hunting********** makanan, puter-puter naik sepedah motor, makan snack di pinggir sungai Berantas. Pulang sekolah atau pas istirahat kita suka curhat-curhat bareng, tapi kadang niken jadi sibuk sama Reddy dan aku sendiri ada Bimo, sesaat mungkin tanpa sadar kita berdua udah ninggalin Fara sendirian. (kenapa jadi tambah mellow gini alurnya)
Lulus SMA, kita bertiga pisah. Aku di Surabaya, Fara di Jogja, dan Niken di Malang. Aku sering berandai-andai pasti enak banget kalo kita bisa satu kota, satu kost. Jalan-jalan bareng menyusuri sudut-sudut kota, curhat dan nggosip bareng sampai pagi. (jadi rada mbrebes, hehehee) Sekarang ini, berhubung dipisahin sama jarak yang berjauhan dan kesibukan masing-masing, kita jadi rada jauh. I miss you, guys :'(
**********artiin sendiri =|
Aku berharap semoga nantinya aku, Fara, Niken bisa menetap di kota yang sama dan jarak rumahnya deketan dan gak pake kesenjangan sosial. Jadi kita bisa deketan lagi kayak dulu :D
Sabtu, 27 November 2010
Recurrence (kumat based on translate.google.com)
I finally took an english course at EF. Unfortunately, I think I got wrong level, the lower one. Well, I really think that I'm too good too be in elementary class. I'm not boasting, but elementary is just too... Anyway, this is because the bule whom testing me on my replacement test day. That day I came to EF after class. I prepared nothing cause I'm not intending to have a replacement test. I'm just there to ask for information of available class. And when the receptionist (or admin? I don't know what are they exactly) ask me to do the replacement test, I do it, nothing to lose anyway, I thought. (ngerti maksudnya kagak?)
So I do the writing test. It's easy. I think I'd answer all of the question correctly. Even the bule said that my english is pretty good based on the result of the writing test. But when it comes to speaking test, I totally messed up! Having face to face with bule, suddenly I became nervous. I don't know what to say. My grammar was so awful. I feel like a villager (you know what it's mean) whom nervous to meet foreigners.
Well anyway, here I am at 2nd elementary class of EF. I can't imagine what if my brother know about this. Such a humiliation. I've been studying there for about a month, 8 meetings, and all they teach me is about the "S+to be+going to+v1+noun+adverb". Can you imagine that? I'm getting old day by day and all they taught me is just about the future tense! The class is like a real elementary! They had some games in every meeting instead of a serious course It is ok if I were on senior high school, but now I need something more serious, something to improve my english quickly, something that can help me read the english text book which is always makes me yawn for reading its tittle, and the most important thing is something that can help me improve my toefl, and EF didn't give those things. The worst part is that I've payed for a level, so I had to keep going there every Tuesday and Thursday night for three months ahead.
Note: my classmates don't even know what harvest, cemetery, slave, and other almost-common words. Don't they ever play harvestmoon or the sims?
Note in note: all of them speak english with Indonesian accent in class. Event the teacher whom not a bule sometimes speaks english in Indonesian way. Daah, I need someone to guide me and give me example how to speak in real english accent, not the one whom speaks the same accent with me. -__________-"
I know how terrible my english is. But I really don't have time to spend another 8 meetings just to learn about "to be going to" and play games to make a sentence with it. I want more.
Hopefully, none of my classmates read this blog. Amin
So I do the writing test. It's easy. I think I'd answer all of the question correctly. Even the bule said that my english is pretty good based on the result of the writing test. But when it comes to speaking test, I totally messed up! Having face to face with bule, suddenly I became nervous. I don't know what to say. My grammar was so awful. I feel like a villager (you know what it's mean) whom nervous to meet foreigners.
Well anyway, here I am at 2nd elementary class of EF. I can't imagine what if my brother know about this. Such a humiliation. I've been studying there for about a month, 8 meetings, and all they teach me is about the "S+to be+going to+v1+noun+adverb". Can you imagine that? I'm getting old day by day and all they taught me is just about the future tense! The class is like a real elementary! They had some games in every meeting instead of a serious course It is ok if I were on senior high school, but now I need something more serious, something to improve my english quickly, something that can help me read the english text book which is always makes me yawn for reading its tittle, and the most important thing is something that can help me improve my toefl, and EF didn't give those things. The worst part is that I've payed for a level, so I had to keep going there every Tuesday and Thursday night for three months ahead.
Note: my classmates don't even know what harvest, cemetery, slave, and other almost-common words. Don't they ever play harvestmoon or the sims?
Note in note: all of them speak english with Indonesian accent in class. Event the teacher whom not a bule sometimes speaks english in Indonesian way. Daah, I need someone to guide me and give me example how to speak in real english accent, not the one whom speaks the same accent with me. -__________-"
I know how terrible my english is. But I really don't have time to spend another 8 meetings just to learn about "to be going to" and play games to make a sentence with it. I want more.
Hopefully, none of my classmates read this blog. Amin
Minggu, 21 November 2010
Jadi diri Bimo yang beda (Aku curiga dia pake Garnier)
Setelah terbukti gagal dengan english version projectku yang bukannya bikin tambah kerween and gahool tapi malah jadi kayak bikinan ababil norak yang sok-sokan keminggris padahal basa inggrisnya ancur, aku memutuskan buat kembali ke bahasa Indonesia aja deh.
(babai suami bulee T.T)
Kemarin waktu lagi keluar bareng Bimo, kita duduk di taman gitu. (kata "taman" biar kerween dan berasa di luar negeri gimanaa getoh, padahal aslinya di alun-alun kota, tp kok kayaknya norak banget buat dimasukin ke kalimat -_-) Sambil makan bakpao tiba-tiba Bimo memulai percakapan dengan nada serius;
Bim: Mmm...aku mau nanyak sesuatu deh...
(DEG! Alamat gak enak nih)
Aku: Apa?
Bim: Km kenapa bisa gombil sih?
Aku: Hhhaaasshh kirain seriuuus! Udah deg-degan juga!
Bim: Hehee... Kamu serius gak sih sama aku, yank?
(Mampus! Padahal biasanya aku yang tanya pertanyaan ini mulu ke dia, tapi sekarang giliran dia yang tanya tiba-tiba aja aku speechless)
Aku: *ber-mmm panjang*
Bim: Kamu ada gak yakinnya sama aku kan?
Aku: (bingung mau jawab apa) eeengg...ggaakk...
Bim: Berarti kamu udah yakin sama aku 100%?
Aku: Eeenngg...gggaakk juga, hehee
Bim: Ya berarti kamu gak yakin sama aku
Aku: *another mmm panjang* Aku juga bingung jelasinnya... Dari segi kamunya sendiri, sebenernya aku udah ngerasa cocok. Aku kenal kamu, kamu juga udah tau aku kayak gimana. Kalo dibilang serius sih serius, tapi...rasanya hubungan kita ya gini-gini aja, tiap hari kayak main-main, gak serius.
Bim: Ya itu kan gara-gara kamu suka becandaan mulu -___-"
Aku: Hehehe... Iya juga sih... :P Emang kamu udah yakin sama aku?
Bim: Ya gimana ya... Kalo dibilang yakin juga enggak, tapi gak yakin juga enggak, kayak gimana ya...
Aku: Persentase aja deeeh
Bim: Ya gak bisa diangkain laaaah -_____-
Aku: Tapi kamu serius kan sama aku? Maksudnya gak kayak si babi sama pacarnya itu kan?
Bim: Ya iya lah, kalo seriusnya aku serius sama kamu yank, gak kayak babi gitu, cuma aku rada takut sama bapakmu.
And so on and so on, lama-lama aku capek ngetiknya!hahahaa... Aku emang bukan penulis blog yang baik kayaknya. Anyway, beberapa waktu belakangan ini si Bimo jadi beda. Dia lebih apa ya...lebih sayang? (ceileee) Lebih tepatnya dia lebih bisa nunjukin kalo dia emang sayang beneran dan serius sama aku. Dia emang enggak yang lebih romantis atau yang super care yang smsnya kamu ati-ati bla bla bla gitu sih. Tapi somehow, sekarang aku jadi bisa lebih ngerasain kalo dia itu tulus tanpa aku mesti tanya-tanya "kamu serius gak sih" lagi. And when I asked him about his changes, he said that he'd grown up. <---keminggris version
Dan kita berdua punya mimpi buat sama-sama ngelanjutin S2 di MM UGM. Amin.
Aku dan Bimo gak tau gimana ending dari cerita kami ini. Apa kita bakal benar-benar menikah? Apa pernikahan kita bisa bahagia nantinya? Apakah mischa nantinya berhasil memisahkan cinta fitri dan farel? Walaupun super duper gatel pengen ke dukun atau kirim sms reg(spasi)weton buat tau jawaban, tapi sementara ini kita udah putusin buat jalani dulu aja. Nanti pasti ada waktunya kita sampai di persimpangan jalan yang mengharuskan cinta kita buat memilih, apa ikatannya cukup kuat untuk bertahan, atau malah semakin rapuh terkikis oleh cobaan yang datang. Biar takdir yang menjawabnya...
North or west, cinta fitri farel is the best
(efek mabok sinetron gak tamat-tamat, jelas-jelas ceritanya absurd banget, tapi tetep aja ngikutin)
Note: ternyata Bimo enggak pakai Garnier Light Cream. Aku sendiri juga masih mencari tau kenapa dia tiba-tiba jadi beda.
Note in Note: sumpah ini blog kenapa makin norak aja ya, mana gak jelas lagi isinya apaan, curhat mulu (-_-)
(babai suami bulee T.T)
Kemarin waktu lagi keluar bareng Bimo, kita duduk di taman gitu. (kata "taman" biar kerween dan berasa di luar negeri gimanaa getoh, padahal aslinya di alun-alun kota, tp kok kayaknya norak banget buat dimasukin ke kalimat -_-) Sambil makan bakpao tiba-tiba Bimo memulai percakapan dengan nada serius;
Bim: Mmm...aku mau nanyak sesuatu deh...
(DEG! Alamat gak enak nih)
Aku: Apa?
Bim: Km kenapa bisa gombil sih?
Aku: Hhhaaasshh kirain seriuuus! Udah deg-degan juga!
Bim: Hehee... Kamu serius gak sih sama aku, yank?
(Mampus! Padahal biasanya aku yang tanya pertanyaan ini mulu ke dia, tapi sekarang giliran dia yang tanya tiba-tiba aja aku speechless)
Aku: *ber-mmm panjang*
Bim: Kamu ada gak yakinnya sama aku kan?
Aku: (bingung mau jawab apa) eeengg...ggaakk...
Bim: Berarti kamu udah yakin sama aku 100%?
Aku: Eeenngg...gggaakk juga, hehee
Bim: Ya berarti kamu gak yakin sama aku
Aku: *another mmm panjang* Aku juga bingung jelasinnya... Dari segi kamunya sendiri, sebenernya aku udah ngerasa cocok. Aku kenal kamu, kamu juga udah tau aku kayak gimana. Kalo dibilang serius sih serius, tapi...rasanya hubungan kita ya gini-gini aja, tiap hari kayak main-main, gak serius.
Bim: Ya itu kan gara-gara kamu suka becandaan mulu -___-"
Aku: Hehehe... Iya juga sih... :P Emang kamu udah yakin sama aku?
Bim: Ya gimana ya... Kalo dibilang yakin juga enggak, tapi gak yakin juga enggak, kayak gimana ya...
Aku: Persentase aja deeeh
Bim: Ya gak bisa diangkain laaaah -_____-
Aku: Tapi kamu serius kan sama aku? Maksudnya gak kayak si babi sama pacarnya itu kan?
Bim: Ya iya lah, kalo seriusnya aku serius sama kamu yank, gak kayak babi gitu, cuma aku rada takut sama bapakmu.
And so on and so on, lama-lama aku capek ngetiknya!hahahaa... Aku emang bukan penulis blog yang baik kayaknya. Anyway, beberapa waktu belakangan ini si Bimo jadi beda. Dia lebih apa ya...lebih sayang? (ceileee) Lebih tepatnya dia lebih bisa nunjukin kalo dia emang sayang beneran dan serius sama aku. Dia emang enggak yang lebih romantis atau yang super care yang smsnya kamu ati-ati bla bla bla gitu sih. Tapi somehow, sekarang aku jadi bisa lebih ngerasain kalo dia itu tulus tanpa aku mesti tanya-tanya "kamu serius gak sih" lagi. And when I asked him about his changes, he said that he'd grown up. <---keminggris version
Dan kita berdua punya mimpi buat sama-sama ngelanjutin S2 di MM UGM. Amin.
Aku dan Bimo gak tau gimana ending dari cerita kami ini. Apa kita bakal benar-benar menikah? Apa pernikahan kita bisa bahagia nantinya? Apakah mischa nantinya berhasil memisahkan cinta fitri dan farel? Walaupun super duper gatel pengen ke dukun atau kirim sms reg(spasi)weton buat tau jawaban, tapi sementara ini kita udah putusin buat jalani dulu aja. Nanti pasti ada waktunya kita sampai di persimpangan jalan yang mengharuskan cinta kita buat memilih, apa ikatannya cukup kuat untuk bertahan, atau malah semakin rapuh terkikis oleh cobaan yang datang. Biar takdir yang menjawabnya...
North or west, cinta fitri farel is the best
(efek mabok sinetron gak tamat-tamat, jelas-jelas ceritanya absurd banget, tapi tetep aja ngikutin)
Note: ternyata Bimo enggak pakai Garnier Light Cream. Aku sendiri juga masih mencari tau kenapa dia tiba-tiba jadi beda.
Note in Note: sumpah ini blog kenapa makin norak aja ya, mana gak jelas lagi isinya apaan, curhat mulu (-_-)
Rabu, 13 Oktober 2010
Failure Version of English Version :|
This english version project gets me excited. I wanna write more and more. Yeah, of course it wouldn't happen everyday. Soon I'll get bored. Well, the bad news is my computer being moved by mom into her rooms, so practically I can't use it freely. (Ini bahasaku terjemahan Indonesia banget gak sih? :|)
This time our topic will be L-O-V-E. Love can make hundreds poem, millions movie, and thousands feeling in this world. Nowadays (hell yeah kayak karangan basa inggris banget nih), Love has become something exploitative. Every movies, books, even comics, tell about the strength of love. This-Love-Exploitation era made us, teenagers, lulled (from google translate, it should be translated to terbuai), especially for girls. The boys is using this era by fooling around the girls and The girls whom read romance novels too much, believed that the boys really do love them, so when it comes to bad ending the girls won't be ready and crying loudly pretend to herself that there must be something wrong and soon after she fixed it, her boyfriend will come to love her again.
*break* I really have no idea what the hell I talked about. I want to talked about how girls can be so whiny and tells everyone that they are broken heart but I malah nggladrah. (Woops!)
They say: "You'll never know that I cried all night long remembering how wonderful my days when you were here", in her facebook' status. Well now that boy should have known.
The thing is when girls become a victim of a brokenheart, she want the subject (boys) know how hurt she is. I think it happens on most of brokenhearted girls, but some of them, luckily, still have pride to hide their feelings for they know that whining about that brokenhearted things on boys would pleasure the boys more. The boys would feel they win! Unfortunately, most of girls were loosing their pride when it comes to brokenheart. They think that the boys will regret or at least feel pity or maybe the boys will actually realize that he still love his girls. But none of that is true. Whining on boys would only make the boys feel needed so he can do whatever he want to do to girls, cause he knows that girls won't leave him. Such a Jerk :P
This time our topic will be L-O-V-E. Love can make hundreds poem, millions movie, and thousands feeling in this world. Nowadays (hell yeah kayak karangan basa inggris banget nih), Love has become something exploitative. Every movies, books, even comics, tell about the strength of love. This-Love-Exploitation era made us, teenagers, lulled (from google translate, it should be translated to terbuai), especially for girls. The boys is using this era by fooling around the girls and The girls whom read romance novels too much, believed that the boys really do love them, so when it comes to bad ending the girls won't be ready and crying loudly pretend to herself that there must be something wrong and soon after she fixed it, her boyfriend will come to love her again.
*break* I really have no idea what the hell I talked about. I want to talked about how girls can be so whiny and tells everyone that they are broken heart but I malah nggladrah. (Woops!)
They say: "You'll never know that I cried all night long remembering how wonderful my days when you were here", in her facebook' status. Well now that boy should have known.
The thing is when girls become a victim of a brokenheart, she want the subject (boys) know how hurt she is. I think it happens on most of brokenhearted girls, but some of them, luckily, still have pride to hide their feelings for they know that whining about that brokenhearted things on boys would pleasure the boys more. The boys would feel they win! Unfortunately, most of girls were loosing their pride when it comes to brokenheart. They think that the boys will regret or at least feel pity or maybe the boys will actually realize that he still love his girls. But none of that is true. Whining on boys would only make the boys feel needed so he can do whatever he want to do to girls, cause he knows that girls won't leave him. Such a Jerk :P
Selasa, 12 Oktober 2010
English Version
Since I'm not entering any English class about these last two year, my English become worst. Recently, I was trying to learn it by reading English novel, which is good method but then I started to get bored and bought the Indonesian one. Until I met Reddy. Reddy is Niken's ex-boyfriend whom broke her heart into a micro-pieces and caused a trauma on her. Ok, forget bout that. Reddy was on trip, visiting his sister in Holland, like real Holland not Holland Bakery. And when he came home to Indonesia, he speaks English all of a sudden. Well, I mean speak English in twitter, in BBM status, etc. He speaks English as frequent as he could. Altough his English were not good either, well at least he's trying. And that's what inspired me to write this English version.
Here we go...
Recently, my relationship with Bimo did not going well. I don't know exactly what is this about but I think it just our collide-period. Yeah, Bimo and I (it should be me or I? whatever), have two period in our relationship, The Missing-each-other-period and Collide-period. And just like the old times, Bimo usually can't hold on when the collide-period came. So he used his ....
*breaking news* starting from this point I decide to use google translate because my phone is on charge so I can't used its pocket dict. LOL! <--- I even use this English LOL to laugh, not hahaha
Powerful weapon (I actually mean senjata ampuh, but I forgot what ampuh is in English, and I don't quite satisfy with the result of google translate but I don't have a choice since my phone still deeaaddd), Vacuum. Bimo knows that I hate vacuum, but somehow vacuum made him more peaceful without my complicated messages. And I hate vacuum because I'm kind of afraid he would enjoy it, being not with me.
The major cause of his anger is because of my jealous trait and I can't help to control it too. How come I'm not jealous if he stayed with the girl at his boarding house?! Well, maybe I was pushing him too hard but still...
I know it was my fault. He said he disappointed with me because all this time he's been trying too keep his faith to not to cheating on me, but I always get jealous easily. He thinks that I never appreciate his faithfulness. Well, I am wrong. I really shouldn't distrust him like that. We've been through this for almost four years and I always blame him for something he didn't really do. Just because I could blame no one.
I really want to text him and say that I'm sorry but I can't. I know I can't always mad for something he didn't do and just end up with sorry. That's no enough. But I really don't know what to do, cause if he asked me not to repeat this jealously things I can't. I really would try to reduce my jealous trait but I can't promise him if someday I won't get mad because of some chicks around him. I have no idea on what should I do. I hope he'll forgive me and we could go out on 3th December, just like we've planned it before. Amin. (I'm not going to translate Amin into Amen)
Here we go...
Recently, my relationship with Bimo did not going well. I don't know exactly what is this about but I think it just our collide-period. Yeah, Bimo and I (it should be me or I? whatever), have two period in our relationship, The Missing-each-other-period and Collide-period. And just like the old times, Bimo usually can't hold on when the collide-period came. So he used his ....
*breaking news* starting from this point I decide to use google translate because my phone is on charge so I can't used its pocket dict. LOL! <--- I even use this English LOL to laugh, not hahaha
Powerful weapon (I actually mean senjata ampuh, but I forgot what ampuh is in English, and I don't quite satisfy with the result of google translate but I don't have a choice since my phone still deeaaddd), Vacuum. Bimo knows that I hate vacuum, but somehow vacuum made him more peaceful without my complicated messages. And I hate vacuum because I'm kind of afraid he would enjoy it, being not with me.
The major cause of his anger is because of my jealous trait and I can't help to control it too. How come I'm not jealous if he stayed with the girl at his boarding house?! Well, maybe I was pushing him too hard but still...
I know it was my fault. He said he disappointed with me because all this time he's been trying too keep his faith to not to cheating on me, but I always get jealous easily. He thinks that I never appreciate his faithfulness. Well, I am wrong. I really shouldn't distrust him like that. We've been through this for almost four years and I always blame him for something he didn't really do. Just because I could blame no one.
I really want to text him and say that I'm sorry but I can't. I know I can't always mad for something he didn't do and just end up with sorry. That's no enough. But I really don't know what to do, cause if he asked me not to repeat this jealously things I can't. I really would try to reduce my jealous trait but I can't promise him if someday I won't get mad because of some chicks around him. I have no idea on what should I do. I hope he'll forgive me and we could go out on 3th December, just like we've planned it before. Amin. (I'm not going to translate Amin into Amen)
By the way, I've erased all of the full name here so this blog couldn't found easly by wrong man. Well, I hope Bimo still remember my ID, but naaah I don't think so. SO, he might be wouldn't read this blog again. Cao cao bimo :D
Selasa, 21 September 2010
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1. Nyantumin nama lengkapku dan nama lengkap si gombil, jadi blog ini bakal super duper gampang ditemuin sama restricted person kayak mantaners, rivalers, dll. Apalagi blog ini kebayakan isinya suram parah.
2. Terang-terangan curhat online. =| Gosh, kenapa sih aku enggak curhat lewat Ms.word yang bisa aku password dan baca-baca sendiri?! Lagian kebanyakan aku ngisinya juga pas sedih, pas seneng lupa deh udah ga sempet ngisi gini-ginian :P
Ya udah lah, males juga kalo mesti edit nama satu-satu lagi. Anyway buat restricted person yang kebetulan baca blog ini, jangan seneng dulu mameen. Sebenernya aku bahagia kok, cuma waktu itu lagi lebay aja. Lagian sekarang juga udah balikan, hihihi... Dan bimo enggak sedingin atau jahat atau apa lah yang aku gambarin waktu aku kobam dulu :P
1. Nyantumin nama lengkapku dan nama lengkap si gombil, jadi blog ini bakal super duper gampang ditemuin sama restricted person kayak mantaners, rivalers, dll. Apalagi blog ini kebayakan isinya suram parah.
2. Terang-terangan curhat online. =| Gosh, kenapa sih aku enggak curhat lewat Ms.word yang bisa aku password dan baca-baca sendiri?! Lagian kebanyakan aku ngisinya juga pas sedih, pas seneng lupa deh udah ga sempet ngisi gini-ginian :P
Ya udah lah, males juga kalo mesti edit nama satu-satu lagi. Anyway buat restricted person yang kebetulan baca blog ini, jangan seneng dulu mameen. Sebenernya aku bahagia kok, cuma waktu itu lagi lebay aja. Lagian sekarang juga udah balikan, hihihi... Dan bimo enggak sedingin atau jahat atau apa lah yang aku gambarin waktu aku kobam dulu :P
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