Rabu, 13 Oktober 2010

Failure Version of English Version :|

This english version project gets me excited. I wanna write more and more. Yeah, of course it wouldn't happen everyday. Soon I'll get bored. Well, the bad news is my computer being moved by mom into her rooms, so practically I can't use it freely. (Ini bahasaku terjemahan Indonesia banget gak sih? :|)

This time our topic will be L-O-V-E. Love can make hundreds poem, millions movie, and thousands feeling in this world. Nowadays (hell yeah kayak karangan basa inggris banget nih), Love has become something exploitative. Every movies, books, even comics, tell about the strength of love. This-Love-Exploitation era made us, teenagers, lulled (from google translate, it should be translated to terbuai), especially for girls. The boys is using this era by fooling around the girls and The girls whom read romance novels too much, believed that the boys really do love them, so when it comes to bad ending the girls won't be ready and crying loudly pretend to herself that there must be something wrong and soon after she fixed it, her boyfriend will come to love her again.

*break* I really have no idea what the hell I talked about. I want to talked about how girls can be so whiny and tells everyone that they are broken heart but I malah nggladrah. (Woops!)

They say: "You'll never know that I cried all night long remembering how wonderful my days when you were here", in her facebook' status. Well now that boy should have known.

The thing is when girls become a victim of a brokenheart, she want the subject (boys) know how hurt she is. I think it happens on most of brokenhearted girls, but some of them, luckily, still have pride to hide their feelings for they know that whining about that brokenhearted things on boys would pleasure the boys more. The boys would feel they win! Unfortunately, most of girls were loosing their pride when it comes to brokenheart. They think that the boys will regret or at least feel pity or maybe the boys will actually realize that he still love his girls. But none of that is true. Whining on boys would only make the boys feel needed so he can do whatever he want to do to girls, cause he knows that girls won't leave him. Such a Jerk :P

Selasa, 12 Oktober 2010

English Version

Since I'm not entering any English class about these last two year, my English become worst. Recently, I was trying to learn it by reading English novel, which is good method but then I started to get bored and bought the Indonesian one. Until I met Reddy. Reddy is Niken's ex-boyfriend whom broke her heart into a micro-pieces and caused a trauma on her. Ok, forget bout that. Reddy was on trip, visiting his sister in Holland, like real Holland not Holland Bakery. And when he came home to Indonesia, he speaks English all of a sudden. Well, I mean speak English in twitter, in BBM status, etc. He speaks English as frequent as he could. Altough his English were not good either, well at least he's trying. And that's what inspired me to write this English version.

Here we go...

Recently, my relationship with Bimo did not going well. I don't know exactly what is this about but I think it just our collide-period. Yeah, Bimo and I (it should be me or I? whatever), have two period in our relationship, The Missing-each-other-period and Collide-period. And just like the old times, Bimo usually can't hold on when the collide-period came. So he used his ....

*breaking news* starting from this point I decide to use google translate because my phone is on charge so I can't used its pocket dict. LOL! <--- I even use this English LOL to laugh, not hahaha

Powerful weapon (I actually mean senjata ampuh, but I forgot what ampuh is in English, and I don't quite satisfy with the result of google translate but I don't have a choice since my phone still deeaaddd), Vacuum. Bimo knows that I hate vacuum, but somehow vacuum made him more peaceful without my complicated messages. And I hate vacuum because I'm kind of afraid he would enjoy it, being not with me.

The major cause of his anger is because of my jealous trait and I can't help to control it too. How come I'm not jealous if he stayed with the girl at his boarding house?! Well, maybe I was pushing him too hard but still...

I know it was my fault. He said he disappointed with me because all this time he's been trying too keep his faith to not to cheating on me, but I always get jealous easily. He thinks that I never appreciate his faithfulness. Well, I am wrong. I really shouldn't distrust him like that. We've been through this for almost four years and I always blame him for something he didn't really do. Just because I could blame no one.

I really want to text him and say that I'm sorry but I can't. I know I can't always mad for something he didn't do and just end up with sorry. That's no enough. But I really don't know what to do, cause if he asked me not to repeat this jealously things I can't. I really would try to reduce my jealous trait but I can't promise him if someday I won't get mad because of some chicks around him. I have no idea on what should I do. I hope he'll forgive me and we could go out on 3th December, just like we've planned it before. Amin. (I'm not going to translate Amin into Amen)




By the way, I've erased all of the full name here so this blog couldn't found easly by wrong man. Well, I hope Bimo still remember my ID, but naaah I don't think so. SO, he might be wouldn't read this blog again. Cao cao bimo :D